This morning I wrote out discussion topics to help me clear my thoughts for my discussion with my consulting partner and supervisor. I spent time clearing my mind, with soft, instrumental, inspiring music on the way to the office. As we began, I stated the purpose of our meeting and the outcomes that I was [...]
Archive for February, 2008
A Formula For Manifesting
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Frustration… Cured By The Power of Prayer
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Being uncomfortable with speaking up, and still practicing it is having a voice. The opposite is also true – Allowing it to flow without me being in control is just as important. It is the dance of opposites. What makes us uncomfortable, while we test things out, leads us to our strength and growth. When [...]
Remembering
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Remember, it is during these times that one creates, initiates great change.
As I was walking into the gym David noticed that my energy was down. What? I thought I was just fine. I was trying to be anyway. What was up with me? When it comes to feelings, my two extremes are numbness and very [...]
Patience. Controlling. Letting Go. Just Be.
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I saw Hillary and Obama on TV while I was on the stairs this morning. I could not hear the sound but I watched their facial expressions and gestures. I thought about my work situation and how much we can read from each other. It’s a very political place.
Patience.
There was an illusion that existed in [...]
Back to the Basics
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Every now and then, I read my horoscope. This is the one they had for today: You are on target today with your charm and wit, manifesting the most likable part of your personality. You can accomplish a lot if you work at a high enough level of efficiency, but it might take too much [...]
Introspection… Noticing
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My life was defined by what I do.
I feel conflicted at work. I worked many years in a corporate environment. Years and years of producing work, doing things, leading me to think that defined who I was. Then I left the corporate world and went into business. Then that seemed to define who I was, [...]
Another time to release
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Yesterday was so beautiful. I wanted to take in another few miles to run. I headed out but this morning was not as nice as yesterday. I was grateful to have run my miles yesterday. There was no air or wind blowing. It was very still. There was a little dew in the air and [...]
All of a sudden, I can run!
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I went for an early morning run. This morning, I decided to see how long I could run before I felt like to needed to walk and also time myself. I usually walk from my place to a major intersection before I start running to get warmed up. After I turn the corner, I jog [...]
Illusions… Desires
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I did not sleep through the night well. I woke up every couple of hours. Each time, the first thing on my mind was stuff about work. The third time I woke up; I decided to sit up and meditate to slow down my mind. There were many thoughts at first, but I kept concentrating [...]
Creating, Doing… and My Value
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My ability to create is so easy. I do it quite naturally. I recently started to create a Kabbalah study book fro myself, I tried out new exercises, I took a Zumba class, started reading ‘The Word of the Light’… This is just ‘normal’ for me, to create, to try new things. Even so, I [...]